Ant #270. Israel vs. Palestine.

I'm sorry, but I'm tired of this shit.
Last few days I was watching many people reposting pictures of killed people in Palestine. You can say that you cannot stand it when people die, and I totally agree. But before blaming Israel you must learn at least something about this conflict.

I have a niece and a few relatives who live there. I also have many friends there. Moreover, I've been there a few times. So may I say something? Thank you!

Have you ever heard about HAMAS organization and that they are not calm until Israel is destroyed?
Did you know that all the countries around Israel support Palestine in this war giving them weapons, food and other humanitarian assistance?
Did you know that meanwhile Palestine is making plans about destroying Israel, israeli government is giving them electricity, water, food, medicines etc FOR FREE?

Now about the war itself...
Past few days Palestine sent to Israel at least 250 bombs and rockets. And only because israeli army is one of the best armies in the world they could avoid victims. Anybody of you posted something about this? Or about people having 15 seconds to find a shelter? You don't know how it feels when your niece messages you that she's all right, she found a good shelter and sitting there along with other people and it seems like explosions are really close to the place she lives.

Then Israeli army looks for rocket installations on palestinian territory to destroy them. But the point is that Hamas terrorists make them on the roofs of hospitals or on the backyards of schools or inside living districts. Coz the only thing they want is that more their own people die so they can show them on TV and say how terrible Israel is.

But even though before israeli army starts shooting, they send a few planes which drop above Palestine information lists with time and places where Hamas will be attacked, so peaceful people could find a shelter. But they don't give a damn, they need pictures.

One man said... "If palestinians loved their children more than they hate israeli ones, this war would stop a long time ago."

There are lots of palestinian arabs living in Israel and not being killed, discriminated or whatever. They live a good life, they work, build families, go to the same places where jewish people go.

Hamas "protect" palestinians from "horrible" israeli army and palestinians die. But where no one protects them (in Israel), nobody dies. Isn't it strange?

Thanx for attention!

Ant #241. St. Valentine is coming.

2012.

You just cannot imagine how much I hate this day.
For me it's the worst day in the year.
I don't even want to read my facebook timeline, coz there are hearts, angels, love and other crap.
This is so silly.
I wrote in my status that I'll unfriend with everyone who congratulates me with this f*cking holiday.
ONE MORE TIME!
I'm single. And I don't wanna pretend I'm happy today, coz I'm not! And I won't be.
This day lost all sense for me.
Last night I had a dream that I opened the door and there was my lovey.
That's why I'm so pissed off.

http://thoughtsarelikeants.blogspot.com.ar/2012/02/ant-42-st-valentines-fcking-day.html 

2013.

Ok guys! I hope everybody survived one of the most despised holidays )))
Seriously, I know so many people who hate the 14th of february, even I was one of those people.
But everything's changed since I met my babe! ♥
I'm really glad for those who were able to spend this day together with their "valentines". You're very lucky!
My "valentine" is 15000 km from me, but our love story has just begun. And I hope I'm sure that once we get together, every day will be St. Valentine's Day!
Sending the positive vibes to all my friends! We all need to believe in love! It's the most beautiful thing in the whole world!
To my T.B.: I wanna dedicate this next song to you!
But before you play it, I wanna remind you that "novio" and "amante" in english are the same word! This song isn't about "amantes"! XoXo

http://thoughtsarelikeants.blogspot.com.ar/2013/02/ant-152-st-valentines-day.html 

Those 2 posts I wrote in 2012 and 2013.
Kinda different, right?
What will I write in 6 days?
Any thought?
...
Like 2012. I hate this holiday again.

Ant #216. Halloween.

Goshhhhhh!
Finally it's passed!
I so dislike this holiday. But even more I dislike all these hysterical things that mess with all this crap.

No, seriously! I like celebrations, but I like being myself, I don't wanna make costumes, make-up etc.
And every year some of my friends drive me crazy trying to push me to join Halloween parties.

This year wasn't an exception!
But I'm fine now! 356 days till the next hell!

Ant #175. Homophobic Russia.

Last night I was sitting in front of my laptop when I saw a horrible post on my facebook news feed.

My friend who lives in Moscow reported that the special troops in masks and with guns rushed into the club where he was with his friends.

It was a straight club that organized a gay party.

The official reason was they were looking for drugs and drug-dealers, but nobody saw any dogs that usually look for this crap. And it was obvious that they were interested in something else.

They lined people along walls and one by one started checking their IDs.
When they made a list of all people in the club (names, IDs, places of living, jobs etc.), they left!

What the hell was it?

At first these homophobic morons say that "they don't care of what you do at your homes and clubs, but you shouldn't show who you are outside", now they come into last places where people can be themselves.

I cannot imagine what people survived last night! Check the pictures... They are real!

P.S. A couple of weeks ago my friend found an anonymous letter from his neighbours under his door. The text was "You don't look like a gay, but we know that you are. Please, respect our feelings, here live children!"
How they dare?

Ant #124. Haters gonna hate.

Some say that I'm bad, that my misbehaviors are awful, that I talk to people in a rude manner, that I'm too selfish and snooty.

Well, if you think so, let it be the truth. I don't give a sh*t.

What I think of it is just I really don't care how many people love me. No, seriously. Do I need to be loved by everyone? I don't think so. All I wanna know is there is at least 1 person in the world who likes me for who I am. That's it.

I'm afraid of those who are ready for everything to make a good impression. They lie. They pretend to be what they're not. I don't trust people who cannot tell me "F*ck off, dude, I'm in a bad mood to talk!"

But most of all I hate people who always try to teach me, because they think they're better than me.
Doh! Are you f*cking serious? If I don't lick your ass, it doesn't mean I'm worse than you.

Maybe, sometimes I'm rude, but at least I'm honest. And I want people to be honest with me. If I have something to tell you, I say it. If I don't like what you do, I'm not gonna be tolerant, I'll tell you my opinion. You think I bully you? Honey, I just have balls to tell you that I don't take your sh*t anymore. If you don't wanna hear my words, I'll show you where is an exit.

And you know what? I'm good! ;-)

Haters gonna hate

Ant #116. I'm afraid of people. VOL.2

In my previous post I told you about crazy guy annoying me and my friend.

Last night and this morning he surpassed himself.
He hacked my friend's account on facebook and stole some of her pictures from private albums. Then he sent me them with awful comments like "Look at this wh*re! How can you talk to her? She's disgusting!"
I said he's sick and did nothing.
Then he anonymously messaged her: "I talked to him and he told me he will never touch you again", what is completely a lie, coz we didn't even talk (I just don't wanna answer to him).
Then he sent me a message with cheap porn-movies words: "I'd like to see how you cum on her boobs and then I'll f*ck you!"
I ignored all this crap, but at the morning my email was full of his letters with many photos of him. Can you imagine what were these photos? On some of them he was horny (you know what I mean), on others he was dressed up in female stockings.

Eewwww...

I'm so tired of him. Please, whoever you are, F*CK OFF!

F*CK OFF

Ant #89. Hatred or forgiveness?

Today my friend asked me:
- It seems like you will meet your ex soon [on one big event]? What you gonna do?
I replied:
- I'm gonna hug, say "Hello" and ask "How are you doing?". Strange question actually. What are you expecting of me to do?
He said:
- Ignore!

Then he added that I gotta be more selfish and proud, because I am ignored and I must revenge.

Honestly I was completely frustrated with this conversation. I've been told these things by a person who is much older than me. This is so immature, low and meanly.
Breaking up is not a reason to hate anybody.
I'm grateful to destiny for everything!

Forgiveness is my choice!

Ant #42. St. Valentine's f*cking day.

You just cannot imagine how much I hate this day.
For me it's the worst day in the year.

I don't even want to read my facebook timeline, coz there are hearts, angels, love and other crap.
This is so silly.
I wrote in my status that I'll unfriend with everyone who congratulates me with this f*cking holiday.

ONE MORE TIME!
I'm single. And I don't wanna pretend I'm happy today, coz I'm not! And I won't be.

This day lost all sense for me.

Last night I had a dream that I opened the door and there was my lovey.
That's why I'm so pissed off.

Ant #36. Can we be friends?

Yesterday I was unpleasantly surprised.
I opened the forum and saw my ex's post: "I play [Give Me All Your Luvin'] song on repeat!".
I wrote: "Hey. You don't like this song! :-)"
And you know what I got back? It was "F*ck you!"

Why do YOU hate me so much? I didn't do anything bad to you. And if I did, please forgive me.
A long time has passed. It's time to forget all the sadness, insults, mutual claims. It's time to grow up. All the happened is in the past now, and I'm looking forward to see the next day. I do believe it will be better than today and I wish all the best for you too. If not with me, so with somebody else. Truly!

I don't want us to be enemies. I wanna be your friend. Why not? Don't pretend you don't care about me! I know you do! I do too!

Nothing more to say.

P.S. Next time you'll be about to tell me "F*ck you", please, think twice.

Ant #18. Dates.

Last week I had a few dates.
I was bored and had nothing to do, so I thought why not, if they want.
I was hoping I can fill the hole in my heart by all these people.
I'm such a fool. I knew it won't help. ;-)

That's funny. I'm single, but I can't even kiss anyone. I hate they try to touch me.

I think I just need more time, but... "'cause after all nothing's indestructible."

Ant #10. One step.

They say, from love to hatred there's only one step.
But what's about the step back?
Is it possible?

Ant #5. Rally.

I don't appreciate people not fighting for their rights. But I can understand them. They are probably scared or they simply don't believe in themselves. They probably think there are much more important things than to speak their minds. They probably hope it will change itself or someone else will change it. Anyway, I do understand their position.

But I HATE people which blame me for my belief. They tell me it's pointless and I'm too weak to destroy the system. Well, maybe I really cannot do it, but I can shake it up. I can make politicians remember that I, my family, my friends, my colleagues, we all exist and WE WANT they to hear us.

And I do believe that WE CAN DO EVERYTHING, when we are together.