Ant #199. Simple club or simple art?

I never visited something like this before!

A pretty night club in a small provincial argentinian city!

It calls KIKA! ;-)

Ant #198. Awkward moment.

Shortly!

One of my best friends, a wonderful girl, my soulmate is about to get married and I'm really happy for her!

Yesterday we were chatting, I wanted to know all the details of upcoming wedding, coz this news were so unexpected. Nobody knew anything!

She wasn't into talking actually and didn't seem excited. I felt that something was wrong. I know her very well. And suddenly she said that she would better marry me, but I always was denying something serious with her.

I almost died!
I really don't know what to do/say now?! How to treat her?!

Ant #197. Supporting russian LGBT-community.

The invitation to joing this demonstration I received yesterday.
At first I wasn't about to come (I had other plans), but the fact that it will be in front of the russian embassy made me change my mind!

I didn't know what to expect. In Russia all pro-LGBT demonstrations are prohibitted (officially not, but actually yes), and people who join them risk to be busted/beaten/killed (depending on how lucky you are).

I came to the place a lil bit earlier to check everything and I saw a couple of my friends there.
I felt better!

Someone told journalists that I was russian, and they all came to me to talk, to ask some questions, to share opinions. I gave the interview to one of local TV channels which wasn't a big pleasure, coz usually I'm not a fan of this kind of attention. But I had no choice, I was the only one russian there.

It was super-fun! There was a cool music, gay-flags and lots of nice people!
Some people asked me my contacts, to talk later.

I stayed there a lil bit more and then left.

I'm no longer in Russia, but it doesn't mean I can forget about that country. I still have there my family and my friends who need to know they are not alone!
Be stronger! Together we can do anything!

Ant #196. "I kissed a boy and I liked it".

Last night I dreamt of kissing you...
Such a good, cherry kiss!
But why the hell did it happen?

No more details, sorry!

Ant #195. Happy Birthday Madonna!

Not saying to many basic things, I just wanna thank you for making me stronger, for inspiring me, for believing in freedom and human rights and standing for them!

Happy birthday, dear M!

Long live the Queen!

Ant #194. Monogamy.

Once my good friend complained...

My monogamy prevents me to live.

Now I totally understand what she meant.
My life could be such a joy if I wasn't in love...

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Ant #193. Insomnia.

Last days something happens to me...

Every night I turn off the light, lay down on my bed, close my eyes and... it begins!

Thousands of thoughts start running across my brain, like ants, noising and annoying ants. I think about everything... about my current life, my friends, my ex... Sometimes I cry, sometimes I just talk to myself trying to calm me down.

But whatever I do, I cannot fall asleep. It lasts till 5-6 am until I'm powerless.

Next morning I wake up being destroyed, but I drink a coffee and somehow... miraculously... start my day. I live like a normal guy enjoying myself, but then the sun disappear and it all comes back.

And it goes round and round... like a circle.