Ant #63. I F****d Up.

I fucked up 
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself
I'm sorry 
I'm not afraid to say
I wish I could take it back but I can't

I'm so ashamed 
You're in so much pain
I blamed you when things didn't go my way
If I didn't you'd be hear
If I didn't fight back I'd have no fear
If I took another path things would be so different
But they're not
I could've just kept my big mouth closed
I could've just done what I was told
Maybe I should've turned silver into gold
But in front of you I was cold

I fucked up 
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself
I'm sorry 
I'm not afraid to say
I wish I could take it back but I can't

I thought we had it all
You brought out the best in me
And somehow I destroyed the perfect dream
I thought we were indestructible
I never imagined we could fall
You wanna know how to make God laugh
Tell him your plans

We could have bought a house with a swimming pool, 
filled it up with warhols it would be so cool
Could've gone riding stallions in the country side 
with a pack of great danes racing eye to eye
We could have toured the world in a private jet
Run naked on the beach all soaking wet
We could have climbed the mountains seen a perfect sunrise
Written our names across the sky
We could have gotten drunk and driven on the autobahn
we could have got ourselfs arrested in St Germain
We could have lived like crazy till the day we die
Instead I made you cry

I fucked up 
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself
I'm sorry 
Je suis desole
I wish I could take it back but I can't

I fucked up 
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself
I'm sorry 
I'm not afraid to say
I wish I could have you back maybe one day
Or not...


Madonna.