Ant #20.

I love you. And nothing will change it.

Ant #19. I wanna learn...

I wanna learn how to forgive.
I wanna learn how to say "I love you".
I wanna learn how to place priorities.
I wanna learn how to call first.
I wanna learn how to believe.
I wanna learn how to feel.
I wanna learn how to trust.
I wanna learn how to be yours.

Teach me...

Ant #18. Dates.

Last week I had a few dates.
I was bored and had nothing to do, so I thought why not, if they want.
I was hoping I can fill the hole in my heart by all these people.
I'm such a fool. I knew it won't help. ;-)

That's funny. I'm single, but I can't even kiss anyone. I hate they try to touch me.

I think I just need more time, but... "'cause after all nothing's indestructible."

Ant #17. Way back home.

The next morning a plane will take me away from the Holy Land back home.

It was a nice rest, but everything ends. I'll be missing the winter in shorts and t-shirts.

I'm going home with a heavy heart. I wanted to find answers, but I haven't found them. I wanted to run away from my thoughts, but they followed me. I wanted to light up my soul, but it's still deep in a darkness.

Wait for me, f*cking city. I'm coming...

Ant #16. B-Day.

I hate this day, 'cause I don't like to feel myself getting older.
Anyway, thanx for all your wonderful wishes... Except of one...

What do you think, is it OK when person who says he/she loves you sends you this message "Happy Birthday."

That's all!

I cannot believe it.

Ant #15. For all the "applicants".

Just to let you know...
Yes, I'm single, but my heart is occupied. So please leave me alone.
Thank you.

Ant #14. 2012..

I hope all of you were celebrating greatly. Me? Nothing to say. It was fun, but bittersweet. I opened the bottle of champagne on the beach, so I hope in 2012 I'll be as free as an ocean. Free and proud of myself.

You say you love me, but what you did is unforgivable.
There's no way back.