December 30, 2014

Ant #298. Good-bye 2014.

What can I say?
This year has been horrible as hell. Not the worst in my life, but still...

Ok ok, step by step... )))

It's been full of events, ups and downs, stories, bad and good things in almost all the possible sides of a human being's life.

And the most disgusting one is that my country (where I was born) attacked another one, occupied a part of its territory and started a real war with thousands of killed people now on both sides. This situation nearly ruined my relationship with family, especially with my dad who has been a military all his life and sees a greatness of our country in being assholes. It also affected all our incomings, but I would give all my money just to stop this fucking war. Probably it's the very first time in my life when I feel ashamed for being russian. I know I'm not responsible for this crap, I was always against Putin and his corrupted government, I went to all the demonstrations, I never voted for him or his party, but I allowed him to become a president, I didn't try well to convince people and show them who he really is. So I guess I AM responsible too and this feeling is killing me from the inside.

Well, but in this year there also were some positive moments. If 2013 was heartbreaking, than 2014 has been heartrecovering! ))) No details this time, just wanna say that I learnt once again how to love and I think this is the best thing that happened to me in years. I found out that I'm so full of love, passion, warmness, caring, more than ever! I'm not afraid of my feelings any longer and I'm totally happy!

Like in the song... "Through the darkness somehow I survived. Tough love... I knew it from the start, deep down in the depth of my rebel heart!"



So for those who has been devastated like me in this yeah, I wish the next one to be better, actually it barely can be worse! )))
For those who have been fine (I know some, LOL), I wish you all, lucky bastards, the next one to be even brighter!

Spread the love! <3


December 21, 2014

Ant #297. Madonna - Rebel Heart is out!



OH. MY. GOSH!
LOOK AT. HER. BUTT SALES!

She's currently on #1 all over the world!
So amazing! After 32 years in business and still slaying! YAASSSSSSS!

Like here in Argentina she got ##1-6 in songs charts and #1 in albums chart! WOW!

 


Pre-order the new album here and get first 6 songs!
http://smarturl.it/RebelHeart

<3

So as usually I post lyrics!


LIVING FOR LOVE

First you love me and I let you in
Made me feel like I was born again
You empowered me, you made me strong
Built me up and I can do no wrong
I let down my guard, I fell into your arms
Forgot who I was, I didn't hear the alarms
Now I'm down on my knees, alone in the dark
I was blind to your game
You fired a shot in my heart

Took me to heaven, let me fall down
Now that it's over
I'm gonna carry on
Lifted me up and watched me stumble
After the heartache
I'm gonna carry on

Living for love
I'm living for love
I'm not giving up
I'm gonna carry on
Living for love
I'm living for love
Not gonna stop
Love's gonna lift me up
Love's gonna lift me up

I could get caught up in bitterness
But I'm not dwelling on this crazy mess
I found freedom in the ugly truth
I deserve the best and it's not you
You've broken my heart, but you can't break me down
That have fallen apart, that was lost, now I'm found
I picked up my crown, put it back in my head
I can forgive, but I will never forget

Took me to heaven and let me fall down
Now that it's over
I'm gonna carry on
Lifted me up, and watched me stumble
After the heartache
I'm gonna carry on

Living for love
I'm living for love
I'm not giving up
I'm gonna carry on
Living for love
I'm living for love
Not gonna stop
Love's gonna lift me up
Love's gonna lift me up
Love's gonna lift me up
Cause love's gonna lift me up

Up, up, up, up
Love lift me up, up, up, up
Cause love's gonna lift me up

Up, up, up, up
Love lift me up, up, up, up
Love's gonna lift me up

Love lift me up, up, up, up

Living for love
Living for love
I'm not giving up
I'm gonna carry on
Living for love
I'm Living for love
Not gonna stop
Love's gonna lift me up


DEVIL PRAY

Take my sins and wash them away
Teach me how to pray
I've been stranded here in the dark
Take these walls away

I've been swimming in the ocean
Till I almost drowned
Give me something I can believe in
Teach me how to pray

And we can do drugs
And we can smoke weed
And we can drink whiskey
Yeah, we can get high and we can get stoned
And we can sniff glue
And we can do E
And we can drop acid
Forever we're lost with no way home

Yeah, we can run and we can hide
But we will find the answers
If you got down then you'll get help along the way
But if you want to save your soul
Then we could travel off together
And make the Devil pray

Mother Mary can't you help me?
Cause I've gone astray
All the angels that were around me
Have flown away

The ground beneath my feet's getting warmer
Lucifer is near
Holding on but I'm getting weaker
Watch me disappear

And we can do drugs
And we can smoke weed
And we can drink whiskey
Yeah, we can get high and we can get stoned
And we can sniff glue
And we can do E
And we can drop acid
Forever we're lost with no way home

Yeah, we can run and we can hide
But we will find the answers
If you got down then you'll get help along the way
But if you want to save your soul
Then we could travel off together
And make the Devil pray

O-o-ooh sing Hallelujah
Save my soul
O-o-ooh the Devil's here to fool ya
Until my story's told

I said o-o-ooh sing Hallelujah
Save my soul
O-o-ooh The Devil's here to fool ya
Until my story's told


GHOSTTOWN

Maybe it was all too much
Too much for a man to take
Everything's bound to break
Sooner or later, sooner or later

You're all that I can trust
Facing the darkest days
Everyone ran away
But we're gonna stay here, we're gonna stay here

Ahhhhhh, Ahhhhh
I know you're scared tonight
Ahhhhhh, Ahhhhh
I'll never leave your side

When it all falls, when it all falls down
I'll be your fire when the lights go out
When there's no one, no one else around
We'll be two souls in a ghost town

When the world gets cold
I'll be your cover
Let's just hold
Onto each other
When it all falls, when it all falls down
We'll be two souls in a ghost town

Tell me how we got this far
Every man for himself
Everything's gone to hell
We gotta stay strong, we're gonna hold on

This world has turned to dust
All we've got left is love
Might as well start with us
Singing a new song, something to build on

Ahhhhhh, Ahhhhh
I know you're scared tonight
Ahhhhhh, Ahhhhh
I'll never leave your side

When it all falls, when it all falls down
I'll be your fire when the lights go out
When there's no one, no one else around
We'll be two souls in a ghost town

When the world gets cold
I'll be your cover
Let's just hold
Onto each other
When it all falls, when it all falls down
We'll be two souls in a ghost town

I know we're alright
Cause we'll never be alone
In this mad mad, in this mad mad world
Even with no light
We're gonna shine like gold
In this mad mad, in this mad mad world

When it all falls, when it all falls down
I'll be your fire when the lights go out
When there's no one, no one else around
We'll be two souls in a ghost town

When it all falls, when it all falls down
I'll be your fire when the lights go out
When there's no one, no one else around
We'll be two souls in a ghost town

When the world gets cold
I'll be your cover
Let's just hold
Onto each other
When it all falls, when it all falls down
We'll be two souls in a ghost town
When it all falls, when it all falls down
We'll be two souls in a ghost town


UNAPOLOGETIC BITCH

Woke up this morning
Feeling good that you were gone
Hurt for a while,
But I'm finally moving on
Said it, Did it, Hit it, Quit it
Then you let it go
See you tried to call me,
But I blocked you on the phone

It took a minute,
But now I'm feeling strong
It almost killed me,
But I'm better off alone
Now you say it that you're sorry,
I don't wanna know
Better face the fact
You had to go

It might sound like I'm an
Unapologetic bitch
But sometimes you know I gotta
Call it like it is
It might sound like I'm an
Unapologetic bitch
But sometimes you know I gotta
Call it like it is

You know you never really knew
How much you loved me 'til you lost me
Did you?
You know you never really knew
How much your selfish bullshit cost me
Oh, fuck you

It might sound like I'm an
It might sound like I'm an

I know you'd like it
If I stayed home and cried
But that ain't gonna happen,
Here's the reason why
When we did it, I'll admit it,
Wasn't satisfied
When the gun was loaded
You were never on the side

I'm popping bottles
That you can't even afford
I'm throwing parties
And you won't get in the door
Said it, Did it, Loved it, Hated it
I don't care no more
Tell me how it feels
To be ignored?

It might sound like I'm an
Unapologetic bitch
But sometimes you know I gotta
Call it like it is
It might sound like I'm an
Unapologetic bitch
But sometimes you know I gotta
Call it like it is

You know you never really knew
How much you loved me 'til you lost me
Did you?
You know you never really knew
How much your selfish bullshit cost me
Oh, fuck you

It might sound like I'm an
It might sound like I'm an

It might sound like I'm an
It might sound like I'm an

It might sound like I'm an
Unapologetic bitch
But sometimes you know I gotta
Call it like it is
It might sound like I'm an
Unapologetic bitch
But sometimes you know I gotta
Call it like it is

You know you never really knew
How much you loved me 'til you lost me
Did you?
You know you never really knew
How much your selfish bullshit cost me
Oh, fuck you

It might sound like I'm an
Unapologetic bitch
But sometimes you know I gotta
Call it like it is
It might sound like I'm an
Unapologetic bitch
But sometimes you know I gotta
Call it like it is

It might sound like I'm an
It might sound like I'm an


ILLUMINATI

It's not Jay Z and Beyonce
It's not Nicki or Lil Wayne
It's not Oprah and Obama
The Pope or Rihanna 
Queen Elizabeth or Kanye

It's not pentagrams or witchcraft
It's not triangles or stacks of cash
Black magic or Gaga
Gucci or Prada
Riding on a golden cat

The all-seeing eye is watching tonight
That's what it is
Truth and light

The all-seeing eye is watching tonight
Nothing to hide
Secrets inside

It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati
It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati

It's the enlightenment that started it all
The founding fathers wrote it down on the wall
And now the media's misleading us all
To right and to wrong

It's time to dance and turn this dark into something
So let the fire burn, this music is bumping
We're gonna live forever, love never dies
It starts tonight

Behind the curtain of the new world order
It's not platinum encrypted corners
It's not Isis or the phoenix,
pyramids of Egypt
Don't make it into something sordid

It's not Steve Jobs or Bill Gates
It's not the Google or United States
It's not Bieber or the LeBron
Clinton or Obama
Or anyone you love to hate

The all-seeing eye is watching tonight
That's what it is
Truth and light

The all-seeing eye is watching tonight
Nothing to hide
Secrets inside

It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati
It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati

You know that everything that glitters isn't gold
So let the music take you out of control
It's time to feel it in your body and soul
C'mon, let's go

We're gonna dance and turn this dark into something
So let the fire burn, this music is bumping
We're gonna live forever, love never dies
It starts tonight

It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati
It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati
It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati
It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati
It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati
It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati


BITCH I'M MADONNA

You're gonna love this
You can't touch this
Cause I'm a bad bitch

We hit the elevator right up to the rooftop
The bass is pumpin', make me wanna screw the top off
Yeah we'll be drinking and nobody's gonna stop us
And we'll be kissing anybody that's around us
I just wanna have fun tonight
Love me under the flashing light
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Let me blow up this house tonight

We go hard or we go home
We gon' do this all night long
We get freaky if you want
Na na na na na
We go hard or we go home
We gon' do this all night long
We get freaky if you want
Bitch I'm Madonna

We're jumping in the pool
And swimming with our clothes on
I brought a pee-wee to my show and got my freak on
The neighbor's pissed and says he's gonna call the Five-O
If they show up then we are gonna give a good show

I just wanna go out tonight
Pull me under the flashing light
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Let me blow up this house tonight

We go hard or we go home
We gon' do this all night long
We get freaky if you want
Na na na na na
We go hard or we go home
We gon' do this all night long
We get freaky if you want
Bitch I'm Madonna

Who do you think you are?
You can't miss this, this lucky star
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Who do you think you are?

[Nicki Minaj]
Hold up with my nose up
And that rose up in that thanga
I'm froze up, but my stove up
Cause he eatin' like this his dinner
I run shit, I don't fall back
Cause I'm on track, I'm a sprinter
I'm bossed up, I got em all struck
It's not a toss up, I'm the winner
Beep beep, bitch move
'Fore I bang bang with that Uz
That's Miu Miu on my shoes
Ain't got a thing left for me to prove
It's that bottle service all night
It's that poppin' urban just right
It's that go hard or go home zone
Bitch, I'm Madonna, these hoes know

We go hard or we go home
We gon' do this all night long
We get freaky if you want
Na na na na
We go hard or we go home
We gon' do this all night long
We get freaky if you want
Bitch I'm Madonna

We do it like this
You're gonna love this
You can't touch this
Cause I'm a bad bitch

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

December 13, 2014

Ant #296. BEST and WORST of 2014.

1) Best pop song.

So many great songs were released in this year.

Kylie Minogue - Sexercize
Kiesza - Hideaway
Sia - Chandelier
Lily Allen - Hard Out Here

but there's only one winner and it's...

Chlöe Howl - Rumour 



2) Best pop album.

There was a really great competition and the winner is...

Sia - 1000 Forms of Fear




3) Best dance song.

I danced my ass away with Robyn, Röyksopp, Martin Solveig,
but dancing shoes are in love with...

Sander Kleinenberg - We-R-Superstars



4) Best dance album.

but my appreciation for the album goes to...

Röyksopp & Robyn - Do It Again EP



5) Best r'n'b/rap song.


OH. MY. GOSH.
LOOK AT. HER. BUTT.
OH. MY. GOSH.
LOOK AT. HER. BUTT.

Congrats to Nicki Minaj - Anaconda



6) Best r'n'b/rap album.

Nothing really impressed me this year )))

7) Best live performance.

Probably one of the greatest thing that happened to pop music!
I literally burst in tears when I saw all these happy couples getting married in front of million eyes!

Macklemore & Ryan Lewis, Mary Lambert and Madonna - Same Love / Open Your Heart




8) Tour of the year. 

With no doubts... Katy Perry - Prismatic World Tour




9) Best new artist.

This year my choice is...

Zella Day

I'm so amazed with her EP and I'm looking forward to get an album! <3




10) Video of the year.

That was difficult to choose one... I really loved many:

Tove Lo - Habits (Stay High)
Little Boots - Taste It
Wrabel - Ten Feet Tall
Clean Bandit - Rather Be (feat. Jess Glynne)

but the best one is...

Chromeo - Old 45's




11) Artist of the year.

The sweetest and loveliest... Kylie Minogue! <3

Good album, sexy videos, great tour and the best personality!





And some anti-awards! ^_^

1) Worst album.

And the winner is... Beyonce with self-titled album!

Just to make things clear, I'm not hater, I loved her previous stuff, I even attended her shows twice, but her last two albums disappointed me, especially the last one. Sorry.



2) Worst video.

There was no competition. The winner is pretty obvious...

Gwen Stefani - Babidon Babidon Babidonlay



3) Worst tour.

And the "Golden Shit" for the best worst tour of 2014 goes to...

Lady Gaga - fArtRave: ArtFlop Tour



4) Flop of the year.

The one and the only... Mariah Carey!

She fucked up everything! Her album flopped, her tour has been a disaster, her voice has disappeared.



5) Worst artist.

And here was a really great competition! I thought these contestants were about to kill each other. Jay-Z tried to buy my voice, but it's not that cheap)))
The point in this nomination is in its name... ARTist... It was a hard decision but I made it...
Ladies and gentlemen... The worst ARTist of the year...

Lady Who Gaga!!!



Thank you! Good night!
See you next year!

December 12, 2014

Ant #295. Warning.

If we just met and you ask me any of the following questions: 

- Wanna come to my home for a coffee?
- How big is it?
- Top or bottom?
- etc etc,

you can be sure it's our last conversation. Who the hell you think you are? And what the fuck do you think of me? 
You have no respect. Go fuck yourself. 


Ant #294. My name.


It seems like it's pretty confusing...
Let's make it clear:

Gennady - with double N.
Gena - with one N.


Hahahaaa) It's not pissing me off, I know my name is too difficult to spell or to pronounce it. That's why I use a nickname in Starbucks for example, I don't wanna crash their brains )))

I've seen and heard lots of variations. I'm gonna collect them, I guess.

So let's start from the beginning. I'm Gennady/Gena/Gene.

In russian my name sounds like:

Gennady - [gɛ'nɑdi] with an accent on "-na-"

and the short form like:

Gena - ['gɛnɑ] with an accent on "Ge-".

LOL))) It's not the end)))

My international friends usually pronounce my name like if it was an english one. It's more preferable for me coz I got used to it. So make sure you remember it )))))

Gena - ['ʤɛnɑ]

or simply

Gene - [ʤin] 

which is also fine!

Thanx for attention! You've been a good student! ;-)



December 10, 2014

Ant #293. Advise.

If you're sharing a bed with someone and being asked if you're sleeping or not, DON'T REPLY!
Trust me, just shut the f*ck up and pretend you're sleeping. You won't regret!


December 4, 2014

Ant #292. Friendzone.

I never talked about "friendzone" coz I never was in this situation, I mean I never was friendzoned.
And this theme is kinda new to me.

We all have been rejected, but it's always pretty clear. You can just go f*ck yourself. But how to react on this 21 century invent, on being "friendzoned"?

Weird, isn't it?

One thing is when one tells another one that they can be great friends.
Another thing is when one keeps pulling and pushing another one, playing with another one's feelings, giving hopes and then destroying them. It's just cruel.

I respect honesty!
Make things clear. Immediately. The more you play, the worse will be the pain.

It hurts just a little when you're being told you're not loved, and it hurts way more when you see the signs that something is possible and then you got your heart broken.

The thing that I don't understand is how those who are being friendzoned can stay in touch with their "lovers", having him so close and so far away at the same time. Face the truth, nothing's gonna happen. Sorry.