June 17, 2013

Ant # 180. Neighbours.

A few hours ago I was coming back home.
I entered the building, said HI to security guard and went to the elevator.
There was a girl.
I asked her which floor did she need. She said: "No worries, I'm going high."
I pressed 11, my floor.
She said:
- Aw, you also live on 11th?
- Yeah, you too?
- Yeah! But where exactly? I never saw you.
- 11D, but I have just come here to Argentina. So now I live with Juan.
- I don't know him. I live in this building more than a year, but we never met.
- So... What's your name?
- I'm Leila, and yours?
- Gena. Nice to meet you!
- Nice to meet you too! If you need something, feel free to come and ask.
- Thank you very much! See you!
- See you! Bye!

In my previous apartments I lived 4 and 3 years correspondingly, and I didn't know any of my neighbours, and here I live a few weeks and already met this beautiful girl!
I hope we become friends!


Ant #179. Night.

I'm deeply in love with night.

Night gives me a strength.
I feel more productive, more creative, more sensitive, more open-minded.
I wish I had a night job.
What it can be?

Night is beautiful.
Dark skies and bright stars, city lights, silence and only police siren sometimes.
I wish the day could be as great.
Why it can't be?

Night brings a joy.
Party or romantic dinner, driving on the highways or sitting on a roof.
I wish we all could enjoy it.
Why do we have to sleep?

Night is good! Good night!

June 16, 2013

Ant #178. Guardian angels.

A guardian angel is an angel assigned to protect and guide a particular person or group. Belief in guardian angels can be traced throughout all antiquity. The concept of tutelary angels and their hierarchy was extensively developed in Christianity in the 5th century by Pseudo-Dionysius the Areopagite.
The theology of angels and tutelary spirits has undergone many refinements since the 400s. Belief in both the East and the West is that guardian angels serve to protect whichever person God assigns them to, and present prayer to God on that person's behalf.

I definitely have some guardian angels!
But they are not little flying babies with wings and halos. They are real persons. Two or three persons that help me to keep fighting when I'm about to give up.
Without them I would be nothing, I would be lost, destroyed, dead...

I'm not saying their names. They know who they are.

I just wanna say THANK YOU!

Ant #177. Hitchhike.

Jack Kerouac - On The Road
After reading Jack Kerouac's book "On The Road" I got obsessed with an idea to see America...

The real America with all small cities, cowboys, prairies and burning sun.

Just get a car and drive towards to adventures!

From NY to LA!

Are you with me?

June 13, 2013

Ant #176. Random thoughts.

Everything goes wrong. I'm trying to be optimistic, but it's getting harder. The closer a dead-line, the more I think I hurried.

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The relationship itself is great. We are knowing each other, and comparing to the first days, we are a perfect couple now.

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Counting days till the premiere of MDNA Tour! 22 of june!

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I need to speak russian. More! Sometimes I cannot remember proper words. English and spanish totally occupied my mind.

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I cannot sleep last days. Maybe because of the problems that I have.

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I have always been bad in multitasking. And now it's not an exception. So many things to do!
I'm bionic! I'm supersonic!

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I started cooking frequently! This is so new to me. But we both are still alive! ^_^

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2:04 am.
Good night!
Buenas noches!
Спокойной ночи!

June 2, 2013

Ant #175. Homophobic Russia.

Last night I was sitting in front of my laptop when I saw a horrible post on my facebook news feed.

My friend who lives in Moscow reported that the special troops in masks and with guns rushed into the club where he was with his friends.

It was a straight club that organized a gay party.

The official reason was they were looking for drugs and drug-dealers, but nobody saw any dogs that usually look for this crap. And it was obvious that they were interested in something else.

They lined people along walls and one by one started checking their IDs.
When they made a list of all people in the club (names, IDs, places of living, jobs etc.), they left!

What the hell was it?

At first these homophobic morons say that "they don't care of what you do at your homes and clubs, but you shouldn't show who you are outside", now they come into last places where people can be themselves.

I cannot imagine what people survived last night! Check the pictures... They are real!

P.S. A couple of weeks ago my friend found an anonymous letter from his neighbours under his door. The text was "You don't look like a gay, but we know that you are. Please, respect our feelings, here live children!"
How they dare?