Ant #303. Perfect city.

I was born in a small city, but I love big cities.
Never understood how people can live in a countryside. It's so boring... )))

I loved living in Moscow, and I love living in Buenos Aires, even if it's not as big and modern as russian capital. So I thought what should the city where I live look like?! Previously I'd say it must be a capital city, but what's about San Paulo or New York? They aren't capitals but I could easily live there. Then I realized...

I can live in any city with:
1) Starbucks,
2) Subway/Metro/Underground system,
3) Madonna's concerts.

That's it! Very simple )))

Ant #302. Party hard.

Shortly...

We had to call to ambulance last night because one guy overdrank!
That's what I call a good party) LOL )))

P.S. I've been told "Brindo por y con tu leche!"
Those who speak spanish know that it's totally gross! Hahahahaaaa))))

 

Ant #301. The day it's all begun.

The night on 22nd of february of 2001.
I'm a 15-years-old boy watching a TV, changing channels...
"Boring... Boring... Boring... Oh, Grammy Music Awards. Never heard of it. Let's check it out..."
And in a few second... "Wow! Limousine! Wait, wait... Wait a second, I know the melody, I heard this song in a club [yes, I was clubbing since 11] las saturday. What was the singer's name? It was cool, I remember... MADONNA! Yeah!"

When the performance ended, I was like "Oh my f*cking god! This woman is amazing and damn hot!"

It was the very first time I saw her on stage. Before that I didn't even know how she looked like. In my home-town we didn't have any music channels.
The day it has all begun! The day when my life has changed forever!

So it was pretty exciting to know she's about to perform at Grammy's again, this year, on february 8th. Can't wait to see it! With no doubt it will be phenomenal!

Ant #300. Mountain top you cannot get.

I won't be doing retrospectives any longer as I did every 100th post.
Let's better talk about something more interesting.

Yesterday I had a very interesting conversation with one of my best friends. About love, of course.
She asked me how many times I've been refused in my life. I replied that just once. And she said that I shouldn't be worried about possibility to die alone. Well, yeah, maybe... But it made me think about another thing.

Imagine that you perfectly play chess and lost the championship in the final. Or you do yoga and can strike any pose except of the only one. Or maybe you're the best alpinist and the only mountain top you cannot get is Everest.

And then imagine that you play chess so-so, don't do yoga at all and the only time you were in mountains was in your high school with your teacher of geography.

Do you know what I mean?

I don't know how it feels to hear NO. I've got everyone I wanted... Well, almost...
I've been refused once, but I still cannot forget it. It follows me. And I guess that it's even worse than if it was kinda usual for me.

Ant #299. Fuck me, I'm 29.

This is the last year of my 20s. But I'm not sad at all. Moreover I'm happy! I don't get people who say that they miss their youths. I like growing up, I like becoming smarter, I like getting deeper. The youth is a horrible time. You're just an idiot with strange interests and bad company. Luckily this time is in the past! I'm looking forward to turn 30! ^_^

I don't know why but today I woke up with a weird thought in my head... I've never been told I'm beautiful. I mean a physical beauty. Of course during my life I had many people around me who were charmed by me and yes they told me I was beautiful, but it's not the same. People in general never told me that. And that's true! Let's be honest, I'm far from being handsome. I'm small, I'm a bit fat, I have a strange face with a big nose. As a teen I had so many problems with a taste, when I see my old pictures with these awful hairs and clothes I wanna die. What was I thinking about? And I was even fatter. 

But I've always had lots of admirers and I still have. I guess it's just because I'm cool ))))) People say I have a magical light inside and a devil in my eyes. I make people feel attracted to me even if it's not my intention. 

I could have dealt with this and live it up, but I have a huge desire to be sexy, adventurous, magnetizing and handsome. Maybe it's my biggest complex. Who knows... 

And I have many years ahead to try to fix it. I'm only 29! 

;-)

Ant #298. Good-bye 2014.

What can I say?
This year has been horrible as hell. Not the worst in my life, but still...

Ok ok, step by step... )))

It's been full of events, ups and downs, stories, bad and good things in almost all the possible sides of a human being's life.

And the most disgusting one is that my country (where I was born) attacked another one, occupied a part of its territory and started a real war with thousands of killed people now on both sides. This situation nearly ruined my relationship with family, especially with my dad who has been a military all his life and sees a greatness of our country in being assholes. It also affected all our incomings, but I would give all my money just to stop this fucking war. Probably it's the very first time in my life when I feel ashamed for being russian. I know I'm not responsible for this crap, I was always against Putin and his corrupted government, I went to all the demonstrations, I never voted for him or his party, but I allowed him to become a president, I didn't try well to convince people and show them who he really is. So I guess I AM responsible too and this feeling is killing me from the inside.

Well, but in this year there also were some positive moments. If 2013 was heartbreaking, than 2014 has been heartrecovering! ))) No details this time, just wanna say that I learnt once again how to love and I think this is the best thing that happened to me in years. I found out that I'm so full of love, passion, warmness, caring, more than ever! I'm not afraid of my feelings any longer and I'm totally happy!

Like in the song... "Through the darkness somehow I survived. Tough love... I knew it from the start, deep down in the depth of my rebel heart!"



So for those who has been devastated like me in this yeah, I wish the next one to be better, actually it barely can be worse! )))
For those who have been fine (I know some, LOL), I wish you all, lucky bastards, the next one to be even brighter!

Spread the love! <3

Ant #297. Madonna - Rebel Heart is out!

OH. MY. GOSH!
LOOK AT. HER. BUTT SALES!

She's currently on #1 all over the world!
So amazing! After 32 years in business and still slaying! YAASSSSSSS!

Like here in Argentina she got ##1-6 in songs charts and #1 in albums chart! WOW!

 

Pre-order the new album here and get first 6 songs!
http://smarturl.it/RebelHeart

<3

So as usually I post lyrics!


LIVING FOR LOVE

First you love me and I let you in
Made me feel like I was born again
You empowered me, you made me strong
Built me up and I can do no wrong
I let down my guard, I fell into your arms
Forgot who I was, I didn't hear the alarms
Now I'm down on my knees, alone in the dark
I was blind to your game
You fired a shot in my heart

Took me to heaven, let me fall down
Now that it's over
I'm gonna carry on
Lifted me up and watched me stumble
After the heartache
I'm gonna carry on

Living for love
I'm living for love
I'm not giving up
I'm gonna carry on
Living for love
I'm living for love
Not gonna stop
Love's gonna lift me up
Love's gonna lift me up

I could get caught up in bitterness
But I'm not dwelling on this crazy mess
I found freedom in the ugly truth
I deserve the best and it's not you
You've broken my heart, but you can't break me down
That have fallen apart, that was lost, now I'm found
I picked up my crown, put it back in my head
I can forgive, but I will never forget

Took me to heaven and let me fall down
Now that it's over
I'm gonna carry on
Lifted me up, and watched me stumble
After the heartache
I'm gonna carry on

Living for love
I'm living for love
I'm not giving up
I'm gonna carry on
Living for love
I'm living for love
Not gonna stop
Love's gonna lift me up
Love's gonna lift me up
Love's gonna lift me up
Cause love's gonna lift me up

Up, up, up, up
Love lift me up, up, up, up
Cause love's gonna lift me up

Up, up, up, up
Love lift me up, up, up, up
Love's gonna lift me up

Love lift me up, up, up, up

Living for love
Living for love
I'm not giving up
I'm gonna carry on
Living for love
I'm Living for love
Not gonna stop
Love's gonna lift me up


DEVIL PRAY

Take my sins and wash them away
Teach me how to pray
I've been stranded here in the dark
Take these walls away

I've been swimming in the ocean
Till I almost drowned
Give me something I can believe in
Teach me how to pray

And we can do drugs
And we can smoke weed
And we can drink whiskey
Yeah, we can get high and we can get stoned
And we can sniff glue
And we can do E
And we can drop acid
Forever we're lost with no way home

Yeah, we can run and we can hide
But we will find the answers
If you got down then you'll get help along the way
But if you want to save your soul
Then we could travel off together
And make the Devil pray

Mother Mary can't you help me?
Cause I've gone astray
All the angels that were around me
Have flown away

The ground beneath my feet's getting warmer
Lucifer is near
Holding on but I'm getting weaker
Watch me disappear

And we can do drugs
And we can smoke weed
And we can drink whiskey
Yeah, we can get high and we can get stoned
And we can sniff glue
And we can do E
And we can drop acid
Forever we're lost with no way home

Yeah, we can run and we can hide
But we will find the answers
If you got down then you'll get help along the way
But if you want to save your soul
Then we could travel off together
And make the Devil pray

O-o-ooh sing Hallelujah
Save my soul
O-o-ooh the Devil's here to fool ya
Until my story's told

I said o-o-ooh sing Hallelujah
Save my soul
O-o-ooh The Devil's here to fool ya
Until my story's told


GHOSTTOWN

Maybe it was all too much
Too much for a man to take
Everything's bound to break
Sooner or later, sooner or later

You're all that I can trust
Facing the darkest days
Everyone ran away
But we're gonna stay here, we're gonna stay here

Ahhhhhh, Ahhhhh
I know you're scared tonight
Ahhhhhh, Ahhhhh
I'll never leave your side

When it all falls, when it all falls down
I'll be your fire when the lights go out
When there's no one, no one else around
We'll be two souls in a ghost town

When the world gets cold
I'll be your cover
Let's just hold
Onto each other
When it all falls, when it all falls down
We'll be two souls in a ghost town

Tell me how we got this far
Every man for himself
Everything's gone to hell
We gotta stay strong, we're gonna hold on

This world has turned to dust
All we've got left is love
Might as well start with us
Singing a new song, something to build on

Ahhhhhh, Ahhhhh
I know you're scared tonight
Ahhhhhh, Ahhhhh
I'll never leave your side

When it all falls, when it all falls down
I'll be your fire when the lights go out
When there's no one, no one else around
We'll be two souls in a ghost town

When the world gets cold
I'll be your cover
Let's just hold
Onto each other
When it all falls, when it all falls down
We'll be two souls in a ghost town

I know we're alright
Cause we'll never be alone
In this mad mad, in this mad mad world
Even with no light
We're gonna shine like gold
In this mad mad, in this mad mad world

When it all falls, when it all falls down
I'll be your fire when the lights go out
When there's no one, no one else around
We'll be two souls in a ghost town

When it all falls, when it all falls down
I'll be your fire when the lights go out
When there's no one, no one else around
We'll be two souls in a ghost town

When the world gets cold
I'll be your cover
Let's just hold
Onto each other
When it all falls, when it all falls down
We'll be two souls in a ghost town
When it all falls, when it all falls down
We'll be two souls in a ghost town


UNAPOLOGETIC BITCH

Woke up this morning
Feeling good that you were gone
Hurt for a while,
But I'm finally moving on
Said it, Did it, Hit it, Quit it
Then you let it go
See you tried to call me,
But I blocked you on the phone

It took a minute,
But now I'm feeling strong
It almost killed me,
But I'm better off alone
Now you say it that you're sorry,
I don't wanna know
Better face the fact
You had to go

It might sound like I'm an
Unapologetic bitch
But sometimes you know I gotta
Call it like it is
It might sound like I'm an
Unapologetic bitch
But sometimes you know I gotta
Call it like it is

You know you never really knew
How much you loved me 'til you lost me
Did you?
You know you never really knew
How much your selfish bullshit cost me
Oh, fuck you

It might sound like I'm an
It might sound like I'm an

I know you'd like it
If I stayed home and cried
But that ain't gonna happen,
Here's the reason why
When we did it, I'll admit it,
Wasn't satisfied
When the gun was loaded
You were never on the side

I'm popping bottles
That you can't even afford
I'm throwing parties
And you won't get in the door
Said it, Did it, Loved it, Hated it
I don't care no more
Tell me how it feels
To be ignored?

It might sound like I'm an
Unapologetic bitch
But sometimes you know I gotta
Call it like it is
It might sound like I'm an
Unapologetic bitch
But sometimes you know I gotta
Call it like it is

You know you never really knew
How much you loved me 'til you lost me
Did you?
You know you never really knew
How much your selfish bullshit cost me
Oh, fuck you

It might sound like I'm an
It might sound like I'm an

It might sound like I'm an
It might sound like I'm an

It might sound like I'm an
Unapologetic bitch
But sometimes you know I gotta
Call it like it is
It might sound like I'm an
Unapologetic bitch
But sometimes you know I gotta
Call it like it is

You know you never really knew
How much you loved me 'til you lost me
Did you?
You know you never really knew
How much your selfish bullshit cost me
Oh, fuck you

It might sound like I'm an
Unapologetic bitch
But sometimes you know I gotta
Call it like it is
It might sound like I'm an
Unapologetic bitch
But sometimes you know I gotta
Call it like it is

It might sound like I'm an
It might sound like I'm an

ILLUMINATI

It's not Jay Z and Beyonce

It's not Nicki or Lil Wayne

It's not Oprah and Obama

The Pope or Rihanna 

Queen Elizabeth or Kanye

It's not pentagrams or witchcraft

It's not triangles or stacks of cash

Black magic or Gaga

Gucci or Prada

Riding on a golden cat

The all-seeing eye is watching tonight

That's what it is

Truth and light

The all-seeing eye is watching tonight

Nothing to hide

Secrets inside

It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati

It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati

It's the enlightenment that started it all

The founding fathers wrote it down on the wall

And now the media's misleading us all

To right and to wrong

It's time to dance and turn this dark into something

So let the fire burn, this music is bumping

We're gonna live forever, love never dies

It starts tonight

Behind the curtain of the new world order

It's not platinum encrypted corners

It's not Isis or the phoenix,

pyramids of Egypt

Don't make it into something sordid

It's not Steve Jobs or Bill Gates

It's not the Google or United States

It's not Bieber or the LeBron

Clinton or Obama

Or anyone you love to hate

The all-seeing eye is watching tonight

That's what it is

Truth and light

The all-seeing eye is watching tonight

Nothing to hide

Secrets inside

It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati

It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati

You know that everything that glitters isn't gold

So let the music take you out of control

It's time to feel it in your body and soul

C'mon, let's go

We're gonna dance and turn this dark into something

So let the fire burn, this music is bumping

We're gonna live forever, love never dies

It starts tonight

It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati

It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati

It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati

It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati

It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati

It's like everybody in this party, shining like Illuminati

BITCH I'M MADONNA

You're gonna love this

You can't touch this

Cause I'm a bad bitch

We hit the elevator right up to the rooftop

The bass is pumpin', make me wanna screw the top off

Yeah we'll be drinking and nobody's gonna stop us

And we'll be kissing anybody that's around us

I just wanna have fun tonight

Love me under the flashing light

Oh-oh-oh-oh

Let me blow up this house tonight

We go hard or we go home

We gon' do this all night long

We get freaky if you want

Na na na na na

We go hard or we go home

We gon' do this all night long

We get freaky if you want

Bitch I'm Madonna

We're jumping in the pool

And swimming with our clothes on

I brought a pee-wee to my show and got my freak on

The neighbor's pissed and says he's gonna call the Five-O

If they show up then we are gonna give a good show

I just wanna go out tonight

Pull me under the flashing light

Oh-oh-oh-oh

Let me blow up this house tonight

We go hard or we go home

We gon' do this all night long

We get freaky if you want

Na na na na na

We go hard or we go home

We gon' do this all night long

We get freaky if you want

Bitch I'm Madonna

Who do you think you are?

You can't miss this, this lucky star

Oh-oh-oh-oh

Who do you think you are?

[Nicki Minaj]

Hold up with my nose up

And that rose up in that thanga

I'm froze up, but my stove up

Cause he eatin' like this his dinner

I run shit, I don't fall back

Cause I'm on track, I'm a sprinter

I'm bossed up, I got em all struck

It's not a toss up, I'm the winner

Beep beep, bitch move

'Fore I bang bang with that Uz

That's Miu Miu on my shoes

Ain't got a thing left for me to prove

It's that bottle service all night

It's that poppin' urban just right

It's that go hard or go home zone

Bitch, I'm Madonna, these hoes know

We go hard or we go home

We gon' do this all night long

We get freaky if you want

Na na na na

We go hard or we go home

We gon' do this all night long

We get freaky if you want

Bitch I'm Madonna

We do it like this

You're gonna love this

You can't touch this

Cause I'm a bad bitch

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?