I don't even know what day in a row I open my blog, look at it and close it.
It doesn't mean I have nothing to say, it means I don't feel need to say anything.
I had lots of fun, I met my friends, I did a few important things... But who cares? Even I don't care.
It looks like coma. I'm alive, but I don't seem like alive. No thoughts, no emotions.
Damn it, I've been dreaming about it! So why do I feel so unsatisfied now?
I was telling me every day "Keep calm! Keep calm! Keep calm!"
And I got what I want. And it's not what I want!
Where is a firework? Where is a passion? Where are love hormones?
"You change your mind like a girl changes clothes." This song is about me, definitely.
This is so hard to be balancing between mind and feelings. I never could do that and with the age I haven't learned how to do that.
Firework! I NEED FIREWORK!!!