April 21, 2012

Ant #79. The writer's crisis.

That's it!

Like all bad writers/bloggers I need something bad happening to be able to write.
I never could write a diary, it's not my type. I don't find my life incredibly interesting to describe every single day in bright colours.

I created this blog when I was on the edge of death, when I was feeling I couldn't breath anymore, when I was watching my life rolling down in the hell.
For the last 5 months I have posted here many random thoughts about friends, about family, about travellings, about Madonna, but of course a lot of them was about me and my broken heart.

So now what?
And I don't feel need to write here anymore. About what?

Maybe when I'll go on tour, I'll have more things to speak about. But now...

This is the end.


Or not? ;-)

... to be continued.


  1. Congratulations on healing your broken heart, and moving on. If you don't feel the need to write, then there's no reason to. But you don't have to write only about painful things. So if it gives you pleasure to talk about the good things happening in your life, or just about your life in general, it would be wonderful to hear what you have to say.

    1. Thank you so much!

      It's not coz I don't wanna write anymore. I'll try to explain... I made this blog coz I had really tough times, but I didn't want to share my problems with my friends. Here noone cares about me and noone knows me, so it's easy to speak. And when I write, I speak to myself first of all.

      That's the point!

  2. I would say first of all that people do care - the people who read blogs and comment. I would also say that writing about happy times can be as interesting to someone as the painful times. Who says we only want to read about the tearful stuff? I imagine you have plenty to say about many topics. When the mood strikes, write it down and hit publish. People care.

    1. You're absolutely right!
      I have to re-unvent my blog.

  3. Just came across this post today (not yet read your other stuff) Good news that you have got over your broken heart. As a suggestion, maybe consider writing about 'life after survival' etc. So many people are suffering out there and would like to know how others dealt with this situation. Just a thought.

    You stated you made this blog for the purpose of sharing your tough times, how about sharing your good times with a completely fresh new blog? only if you want to continue writing that is.

    You don't have to post everyday, maybe once or twice a week or whatever takes your fancy.

    Whatever you decide, I'm sure it will be a success. I'll be back to see.

    1. 'life after survival' sounds awesome!
      Thanx for advice!

    2. I'm gonna call my next post this way!
      Would you mind if I mention you as an autor of this great idea? )