Ant #158. Cut or uncut?

Today has been a very strange day!
I went to the Dead Sea, swam a few times in very salty water and had lots of fun.
At 4 pm I had to go back home, so I grabbed my things and went to the locker room. I took all my clothes off and moved to the shower. That moment I first saw that a few men were looking at me... Actually at my "little friend". I found a free shower, switched on a water and turned away.
Then I washed myself, put the towel around my hips and came back to the locker room. Once again I got naked before wearing a dry clothes and once again I realized that guys were looking at me.
I had no idea why they were looking at me! Seriously! I thought that I had nothing special "there". I felt like extraterrestrial!
I looked at people around me and... BINGO!!! I was the only one "uncut" in the locker room! I swear, they all were cut!!!
I put my clothes on and left away...

In my country the majority of men is uncut, so I never felt strange/ despised or somehow else. But here it seems like they all are cut.
So guys... I got a question for you!
Are you CUT OR UNCUT?
And what's your opinion)

Ant #157. Spring.

Spring is like a dawn!

The sun comes up after long night, after 3 months of cold and darkness.

Spring is like a refreshing breath!

It blows from the ocean and wakes me up. It smells a freedom.

Spring is like a happiness!

It's flawless, it's priceless, it's such a pleasure.

Spring is like a new day!

I feel a strength, I feel a desire to move on, to go ahead, to do something.

Spring is like a rainbow!

It's not black and white, it's colorful.

Spring is like a new life!

I open a new page in a book of my life. It's blank, I have a pen and ink and I'm ready to fill this page with a new story.

Spring is like YOU!

I love YOU!

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Ant #156. Beauty or Brains?

Note: I'm not talking here about my preferences. 

I'm thinking about people in general!

What is more important actually?
Any thoughts?
Make an answer and keep it in your mind before reading my opinion.

Majority of women thinks they must be beautiful!
All the beauty industry works for women: hair, make-up, spa, surgeries, fashion etc.
Women go through the hell to look great!

Majority of men thinks they must be smart!
Universities, MBA, sciences.
They study, make careers, desperately seek for success!

And seriously, the evolution made women much more beautiful than men and men much smarter than women. Sorry, if I offend somebody, I'm not a sexist, it's just statistics.

THAT'S WHYYYYY.....
I much more appreciate beauty in men and brains in women! ^_^

Beauty of brains

P.S. If you still wanna know my preferences, I prefer brains! ;-)

Ant #155. Les amours imaginaires.

Les amours imaginaires (Heartbeats)

I've just watched "Les amours imaginaires"("Heartbeats") (2010), the story of two friends who both fall in love with the same man.

Actually I don't think they fell in love with him.

They both were looking for love, but found an asshole.

He played with their hearts, flirted, gave them hopes...

You know what is it... And he didn't give a shit about their feelings. He enjoyed his power. 

But this movie is not only about this one love-triangle.

It brings up questions about love, relationships, temptations and... bisexuality. As a parallel subject line, you can see a meeting of anonymous lovers, where different people tell their tragic (or not so) stories. All of them were hurted a lot by people in whom they fell in love.

But what really caught my attention in this movie is the way how its director (Xavier Dolan) shows a bisexuality, because I've been told by many friends of mine the same things. "Bisexuals only play with people, but actually don't love anybody!", "Bisexuals always change partners, they are sluts!", "Bisexuals adore to see people suffering!", "Bisexuals need more and more lovers, they love attention!"... That's what they usually say. That's what the movie says.

I think that people mix terms "bisexuality" and "assholeness", but they are not the same!

I know a totally straight guy that uses his hadsomeness to get money from rich men and he doesn't even kiss them, coz thinks it's disgusting. And I also know some bisexuals who found their partners and live together many years.

In my opinion, bisexuality doesn't mean that you fuck with everyone, it means that you find both genders sexually attractive, but you also can be with the only one person for the rest of your life! That's it!

Ant #154. Expectations.

I think there's nothing new that we all have many expectations...
Job, trips, shopping, exams... What else? Ahh, sure... Relationships!

And of course, I'm not gonna talk about trips or shopping!

I'm not sure if it's good or not to have expectations about your future or current relationships.
We all want our partners to be honest with us, to not cheat, to be soft and kind. All these things are obvious!

But what if we want too much?
For example, do you think it's ok to expect from your partner that he/she will be slim, come home after work immediately, make expensive gifts and watch the same movies?

Yes, you can wish whatever you want, but doesn't it seem impossible?
I'm afraid that if you wait for a perfect partner, you'll die lonely.

Besides, relationship is a thing that we do, it's a hard working, it's concessions, it's an accepting each other.
If you expect too much, you definitely will be disappointed.

Ant #153. Is it bad to be different?

A few days ago we started a game -> we choose a theme (related to us and our relationship) and discuss it.
We talked about friends, cheatings, controlling each other etc. The game to be continued...

I think it's very useful, coz when we finally live together, we won't be confused. It's like knowing each other being far away.

And of course we have looots of disagreements. SURPRISE!

➤ I'm not a "controlling" type of person, he is.
➤ I don't take a kiss as a cheating, he does.
➤ I hate if he has a friend who is in love with him, he doesn't see a problem if he doesn't cheat on me.

Not a big deal, right?

But yesterday I had an imprudence to tell him, that I don't like children. And it turned into another one quarrel. Maybe I shouldn't say it, but we promised each other to be honest. And this is my truth!
Of course, I'm ok with my friends's children as long as they don't play with me, don't break my phone, don't draw on my walls etc. Yes, I find them a lil bit noisy and annoying, but I can stand them. The point is I don't wanna have my own children.

He's absolutely in love with his nephew. OK, cool! I'm happy for him! But what should I do?

I'm not trying to change you, please don't try to change me!

Now seriously! Is it a real problem that we're different, that we have different points of view?
No, I cannot believe it! Especially after I proved how flexible I am in any question.

I love the fact that we're so different! I would kill myself if you were my clone!
Gosh! No f*cking way!!!

I love you for who you are, you're just perfect to me... Except of one little thing... Everytime we have a problem, you stop talking.

"Running away is not a solution!"

P.S. He doesn't like when I write my thought on twetter, even if they are completely unobviuos.

Ant #152. St. Valentine's Day.

Love Story

Ok guys! I hope everybody survived one of the most despised holidays )))

Seriously, I know so many people who hate the 14th of february, even I was one of those people.
But everything's changed since I met my babe! ♥

I'm really glad for those who were able to spend this day together with their "valentines". You're very lucky!

My "valentine" is 15000 km from me, but our love story has just begun. And I hope I'm sure that once we get together, every day will be St. Valentine's Day!

Sending the positive vibes to all my friends! We all need to believe in love! It's the most beautiful thing in the whole world!

To my T.B.: I wanna dedicate this next song to you!

But before you play it, I wanna remind you that "novio" and "amante" in english are the same word! This song isn't about "amantes"! XoXo