February 11, 2012
Ant #41. Pills.
I've got ill a little bit (no worries, I'm not gonna die) and in the pharmacy they recommended me to buy the new pills, that will treat me fast.
"Let's try"- I thought and I've bought them.
The most interesting began when I swallowed the first pill. I felt really strange, physically and especially emotionally. Then I've read these pills have so many by-effects, up to depression.
I feel so unprotected now! Every word can hurt me. Every sight. Every thought.
I'm afraid of my thoughts. They don't let me sleep well, live well.
I wanna break my phones, laptop, iPad, everything, because I'm so f*cking afraid to send SMS saying "I still f*cking love you."