March 7, 2012

Ant #56. The hardest choice.

Love in hell or Loneliness in heaven?

Not so simple choice, right?
I asked myself millions times, am I ready to step into the hell, holding your hand?
I do know that being with you is loosing calm.
There's a war inside of me... The war of mind and feelings... And it doesn't seem to end... Never ever.
When I'm about to write you anything, I have to command my fingers to type "Have you seen this movie?" instead of "I love you!"
This is killing me...
But I can stand it. After all these sufferings, I'll be in heaven surrounded by angels making me feel exceptionally calm. But will I be happy there alone? That's the question...

Love in hell or Loneliness in heaven?

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